I may appear to be carefree these few days but who the heck knows what I was thinking or what I am thinking now. I seek not your sympathy nor fellow feeling, I need your prayers. Simple and neat - prayer - is all I need right now.

Somehow you may want to ask why I was not around for these past few days or weeks, to tell you the truth, my phase one laboratory test is almost there. I have prepared the best I could and the specimens will be subjected to experimental testing starting tomorrow. Since I am using a new technique and method called Digital Image Correlation as well as being a first timer in handling this entire experiment, I got very anxious and stressful! Having too many variables to expect really freaks me out of my comfort zone. Within my smile there is a strong feeling of anxiety and stress. Within my bright eyes there is a brink of wondering in uncertainties. Within my laughter there actually lies an untold botheration. Within my soft-spoken words, there is a feeling of emptiness and worries.

Dale Carnegie’s word of wisdom on how to break the worry habit before it breaks you had so far calmed me down. “Put a “stop-less” order on your worries. Decide just how much anxiety a thing may be worth–and refuse to give it anymore.” Dale Carnegie

Stop! Don’t worry! Just face it! Just do it! There will be an answer! “Come to me, all of you who are tired from carrying heavy loads, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke and put it on you, and learn from me, because I am gentle and humble in spirit; and you will find rest. For the yoke I will give you is easy, and the load I will put on you is light.” Matthew 11:29-30 (Good News Bible)

Dear Lord, I need you now because I am full of stress and anxiety. Reading your Word brings comfort, as I ask you to come and take my heavy burdens. I take each burden, one by one, and lay them at your feet. Please carry them for me so that I don’t have to. Replace them with your humble and gentle yoke so that I will find rest for my soul today. I receive your gift of peace of mind and heart. Thank you that I can lie down tonight in peace and sleep. I know that you, Lord, will keep me safe. I am not afraid because you are always with me. Please keep me daily, Lord, in your perfect peace. Amen.

I am sorry guys if I keep you worry or increase your Monday blues after reading my post, after all I need a place to voice out my feelings. I felt better now after admitting my fears and anxiety. Before I end my writing, do keep me in prayer again and also take time to listen to the song below. You will be amazed with the beautiful lyrics. You will. Download Let it Be - The Beatles