[feeling | unwell]

I really do not know if I should start penning down this article, but since this is my blog and my tagline is “penning down those prominent as well as flyspeck events” I thought I ought to write them down whole heartedly.

I wasn’t feeling quite well yesterday, thanks to those hectic days and sleep-deprived nights. Yesterday I managed to take an official day off from my research (feeling dizzy whole day). I spent my day restoring my energy by taking rest. I also cancelled my tuition because I wasn’t feeling well. As I was wandering in my room, I grabbed the Secret VCD and played it. I believe most of you heard about the theory of Law of Attraction. I remember I wrote an article on it sometime last year, well do feel free to read more at dliew.wordpress.com. If you would like to watch the VCD, do let me know, I can give you a copy personally.

Last night, was a very peaceful night for me. You may want to know why don’t you? I grabbed my car key, walked into my car, wound down my windows and sped off. I drove all the way from Taman Universiti to Angsana freely but safely. The feeling of driving on the road freely was great, I found myself alive once again. Perhaps, guys just love car and speed very much. As I was driving, I kept on thinking about my past and my mistakes and my sins, shameful I was for distancing myself from God.

The feeling of the wind blowing and hitting right into my face made me realize that I have to start connecting with my inner-self once again despite all these hectic lifestyle. I spent the early half portion of my time on the road blaming myself for my wrongdoings and another half portion of the time thankful for what I am now, thankful for what He has given me, thankful for His forgiveness. I felt better after the drive and my dizziness was gone. After about one hour on the road I decided I should return home again, I can’t imagine how much petrol was wasted…

My bro approached me throgh MSN and we chatted for about half an hour. Both of us somehow got connected a few months ago, errr sometime November 2007. I could not really recall how it happened, perhaps it was our simple gestures that got us connected. Until now, we’ve been texting on MSN or through SMS. Well, the most beautiful part of this friendship is that we constantly pray for each others’ needs. That’s the kind of friendship I look for.

Consider yourself lucky today because I have picked one beautiful song to share with you. The title is “Hosea” and was written by Gregory Norbert, OSB, a Catholic monk in the Benedictine order.

Come back to me with all your heart
Don’t let fear keep us apart
Trees do bend though straight and tall
So must we to others call

Long have I waited for
Your coming home to me
And living deeply our new life

The wilderness will lead you
To the place where I will speak
Integrity and justice
With tenderness
You shall know

You shall sleep secure with peace
Faithfulness will be your joy